| Well it's sad to say that it just took me 15 minutes to remember who to get into writing a "weblog". lol Well up date- I live in Florida now, Im in college working (hopefully) on a pharmacy degree. I really miss Georgia!!! Florida is retardedly hot!!!! Umm... ya that's about the update for me lol |
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| So, school is good. I got pictures yesterday they turned out good. I think this kid named Josh likes me which would be cool. Funny thing is is that i call him John like all the time and i don't mean too. So ya I'm over at amalie's house and i'm just sitting here. So ya I miss everyone !!!!!! Love you guys later! |
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| It's funny how all at once everyone turns on you. It couldn't happen at different times.... nnnnnnnnoooooooooooooooo it happens all at once. When your underpressure that's when shit happens... Friends fuck you over soon to be boyfriends fu......It's uncalled for. I didn't do one thing.... I see how the world works, you do good for other people and they fuck you over!!! That's all there is to it... |
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| - "If you leave" Today I was suppose to hang out with Alex but something happened to his sister so ya he couldn't come get me. It's weird b/c everytime I get my hopes up something happens and this morning I knew something was going to happen before I even talked to him. I didn't know what it was going to be but I knew something would prevent me from seeing him. Hopefully tomorrow we can do something!! I hope so and he might ask me out. Well he will but i think he will when we are alone. I can't wait!!! I've been waiting for a week. I can wait longer just as long if he makes up for the wait. I really like Alex. He is so nice!!! I love being around him. I could talk about him for hours. (Angel knows) haha. It so weird right now I'm listening to The Verve's "Bitter Sweet Symphony" and it's just weird how music can influence my mood. This is one of my sad/thinking songs. I'm going to tell you guys a story ok? ok.. Well my,i guess,ex-best friend befriended my ex-boyfriend. Now they are best friends and she never talks to me. She got mad at me b/c I just said one thing to her about how i can't even tell charles anything b/c he already knows b/c someone tells him. This happened during the second week of school. The only time she calls is to bitch me out. But one time she called to tell me I was right and all I wanted was her to say she was sorry for getting mad at me b/c I said that about her telling Charles everything. She didn't say she was sorry so I hung up on her. The only reason why this bothers me is b/c Samantha and me had been friends since 9th grade and we were always there for each other. Now I have no one from my past. My mom doesn't even talk to me. It's like ever since I have moved people like stopped liking me (except a few like chase and them) But I just think that it is insane to lose a friend b/c on one thing i said. Well Samantha and Charles are happy with out me and their happiness is all that matters. Even if I'm not part of it. I helped while I could and that's all that matters. That's why I'm here is to help people. Even if that includes me getting hurt in the process. Life goes on and in the end they will remember me that's all that matters. Just as long as I helped them that's all that matters. Well I'm going to go so i'll talk to you guys later. |
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| - " My Eyes Burn" Today I did my speech on how to be emo. It freakin' rocked!!! I was so excited to do and it was a blast. Oh, today at lunch Alex totally sat with me and we held hands. It was wicked awesome. He has such nice arms. I love touching them. Anyways, next week we are out for like no reason. One whole week off. I hope that dad is going to let me go over to Alex's and I want to go get my ears pierced again. Hopefully I can!!! But other than that ....... L-A-T-E-R! |
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